Friday, March 16, 2012
I wanted to be there tonight but i ended up in the hospital with my problems, Lenny,, Jean will get you through this, she is now organizing heaven so that when you get there, she will have plenty of work for you to do. and dont think she is too busy to watch all her girls, so quit the bickering or she will get you,,,LOL
she always put out there that she wasnt good enough to by our friends and little did she know that Kevin and I held her on a pedasal that is how great she was and is to us, So jean you better be getting my place ready bc I dont think it will be to much longer, knowing you are there waiting on me has eased all my fears I love you sister from another mother and father.Lenny,please let the girls know that they are in my prayers each and every day and girls just so you know there wasnt a favorite daugther, she loved each one of you a in a very special and different way that way each of you got to be her favorite in your eyes and she wanted you girls to feel very special. she loved all of you sooo much,praqy to her and she will be there when you need her you may not know how or where but even in death there is no way in h_ _ _ she would every leave her girls for good and not her sammy either or any of her grand kids. Lenny you know that she will bre right next to you all the time bossing you and no this time you can not get your suitcase full of towels and leave..I think JEANNIE HIDE THE SUITCASE ANS BURNED THE TOWELS.....on a more seroius note I have talked about and litsened about each and everyone of you and I feel like we are family..Jeannie and i always said we were sisters from diff parents, but we are sister and half of my soul is gone with her..jeannie you are giving me my strength to keep fighting what I have and with you helping to hold me up i finally have a chance.
this world will never be the same without you..God I miss you so so so so much..you were suppossed to be my maid of honor when I got married...that it I am never getting married. dont believe me just watch, the papers, and the wedding licesne section.We can get married when we meet up with Jeanie.I wont be at the funeral either as I will be in this hospital for who knows how long. Would you plesa email wher my sister is baried so that i can go an speak with her and have peace with her..thank you and our hearts go out to all of you and you will be in our prayers for years ans years
